Posted by Anonymous on 2013/02/12 under Uncategorized It’s so rare to find a guy romantic- or am I just saying I want a romantic guy an my husband isn’t really it, I mean I’ve been with him for 3 years and the first valentines day he was deployed, the second valentines day I told him I don’t really want anything because of how didnt really care about my feelings about a situation that really broke me down at the time, so I felt like I didn’t really want anything from him so I told him I don’t want anything, in my head I would think if he really would love me and tuink beyond that he would make plans but I got the simple flowers and chocolate which is very sweet and little things count but i thought i would have deserved a little more effort at the time, but we just sat at our house until I said” so are we going anywhere to eat and he responded ” if that’s what you want” and so I guess we went to Applebee’s and that was my second valentines , this year we are in a tight budget but we don’t have enough to do anything for this valentine day, but he wouldn’t plan anything anyways, knowing him. The thing is he can spend money on cigerettes and that green stuff and I can’t get or do anything like one little thing I would like because again we are in a budget . He can save the money and get me a little something but I guess those are more important . And bye our second valentines day is my very first ever with someone and he knew that … I’m a really sweet person I feel like Im not important enough to be someone’s world to do special big things for or go beyond for.
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Continued…I’m a young adult ,meaning a day without him being unfocused and playing his online game would be nice too.. I’m attractive and loving , it just doesn’t seem enough.. And not that I’m saying I’m perfect because I’m not, I have my flaws just like everyone else but not that bad. I just want attention from him an all. We talk but it gets no where it seems like. But like I said it b nice if he did something romantic and really thought of doing something specially planned like I’m really that awesome and special of a person lol but I’m over my head. I’m not trying to be selfish or Gimmie Gimmie or I want this I want that, if uk what I meant you’d understand.